Never Know

I wanna make you smile. I wanna make you see
the very best of you that killed the worst of me.
I wanna give the world. I wanna give my life.
I want you by my side. I want you as my wife.

How I long to tell you that I love you so,
hold you close and never ever let you go.
All the things that make my dream.
Oh how close, at times, they seem.

But it will never be. You’ll never be with me.
These words of love, my dear, they fall upon deaf ears.

You’ll never know how I smile when I look at you.
You’ll never know how I cry when I think of you.
You’ll never know how it hurts not to be with you.
You’ll never know. You’ll never know anything.

You’ll never know that I wrote this song.
You’ll never know how I sit and long
for the day when I can hold your hand.
I don’t expect you to understand.

~ by Zack Flak on 01/20/2010.